habes.....
Daddy woke me up at 9am tis morning to clean my room, and pack my wardrobe otherwise he'll scold me... purr.... i have NEVER woke up earlier than 11am this holidays.... so tired. grumbled to myself, muttering nonsense the entire morning but yes, managed to drag myself out of bed and clean up my room into a tidy hygenic state in 3 hrs. then cooked lunch and waited for Joshua to come over for lunch.
we went back to school today after lunch. joshua did his matriculation etc.... then, his car kinda ran out of fuel so we went all the way down to Zion Road's Shell to pump gas. nice long scenic ride.
then we went back to arts canteen and history dept but 1) canteen not really opened coz sch is not open as yet (talking rubbish right????) 2) it was 4pm when i reached there thus apparently, there were no lecturers around =( thus, i didn't get anything done back at school today. damn it.
then, we went to Temasek Hall to meet Elias and navigated our way down the drain to Fong Seng for horrendously expensive Prata. wow! Elias is really cool! great to talk to, interesting chap. witty sense of humour , ok, maybe with Joshua around, he infects everyone with his lameness so can't help it. overall.... can chill out together, watch Star-Gate series and bitch about the ugly light blue TH Orientation shirt! cheers! *waves little red flags*
3 of us then drove back to the eastside, went to Josh's place for dinner. he has this really sophisticated sound system in his room. darn good for chilling out over wine and jazz, coz the stereo are of superb quality. can literally hear the sound reflect of the walls. fantastico! and his custom-made electronic guitar looks and sound.... so sleek yet elegant. man! we should really jam and perform unplugged rock on stage again!!!! or jus..... lounge in bed, listen to jazz, enjoy wine and play X-box!!!
then came back to my place, took a couple of books, sent Elias home at Serangoon. then, Josh and i took a long slow drive back to his place to get my book. nice. i don't know how to even write it down into words.... but it just feels so relaxing and comfortable just to sit beside him while he drives, listen to music, talk serious matters or tell lame jokes.... it's that companionship i cherish. never mind, i can't explain it either, what i am feeling right now. all i know is that i am..... happy.
after which, we came back to Tampines. went to Vance's house to hang out for awhile, since it was Shirley's birthday and he invited us over, unfortunately, Benny was working his ass off in the office so couldn't join us for drinking session. then Vance suddenly asked me, "Is Josh your boyfriend?" "no". "then what are you doing with him?" "dating?" "then what about Benny?" "ermm... dating?"
ok, i am quite confused here. all i mean to say is that, i just wanna take things slow, get to understand them both better, and be sure of who is the one more compatible with me in terms of character, values and personality. it is not only a matter of love or liking. it also includes feelings. how much i feel for that guy in that special way..... without feelings and that special magical attraction, no relationship can work out. this time round, i wanna be really cautious.
reached home at 11.30pm. it was indeed a wonderful sweet day.
posted by Veen @ 18:36
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home